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The inability of a child to thrive in a Constitutionally protected God based perpetual threat and rape culture is not a fault of the child; however it does become their odious responsibility upon reaching adulthood to resolve the harms done to them. The Christian religion at its core is a toxic mechanism whereby intergenerational trauma is kept alive, active, and deeply embedded in each new generation, as it has done over the past 2,000+ years.

#920

My "Private session"

Subpoena all police files and all medical files

PUBLISHED: March 27, 2025 12:05:22 PM UPDATED: No Updates

Subpoena all police files and all medical files - mental health, psychiactrist, doctor, psychologist, police (state and federal) and any others.

My "Private session"

One of those conversations that you look at and say to yourself how real was that? Did it go to the core of the issue? No. Did it offer suggestion of a comprehensive understanding of the issues? No. Were any of the answers I got ambiguous? Yes.

During the session I was asked if I knew of any clergy who I would consider to be real people? It was a question that took me a moment to ponder those I have meet and talked with and to then compare them to some of the real people I have encountered in my life. The obvious answer to that was an obvious No. I hope my disappointment did not show as much as his.

My initial disappointment perhaps came as a result of my conversation re ownership and copyright. It was at that point that I realized I was not talking to someone who orders and relies for their life as I do on basic human rights. I reassert my ownership by copyright and my right to free speech here.

It is always a psychological jolt to engage with people who so readily display ignorance of human nature, are constipated in their understanding of psychology, human dignity who simply cannot see the reality of being human when it becomes an obsessive cult at the top of the chain of command within the country. What a disappointment. Questions jump into your mind asking does this guy have children, does he know his own childhood experience, does he have a grip on the reality of the situation.

Out the window has gone the Universal Declaration of Human Rights, the Convention against Torture, the Rights of of the Child and instead I get the Nuremberg excuse and ignorance of data, technology, science and reality. There was a moment that gave some reassurance when it was said that the Commission had 3 more years to run - time enough to set in place something that will help catch the attention of the country and to bring about an understanding of how we have been treated in the community and by "the system" simply because we were deemed by the Catholic Church to be its enemy. Time enough to learn about who you are and about data as well as the rest of the world is dependent on it.

Ignorant on the basics of being human is enough of a jolt but to meet a man in the business world who is ignorant of data management, its value, its abilities and what it can do to help make sure this never happens again leaves you gasping breathless for a moment in amazement and causes you to ask yourself a question thats asks what does that do for any scientific or reasoned argument. That stifles any potential in that direction. Disarmed either through ignorance or a blank stare and no response.

I thought of a friend for a moment as we had spoken about the professionalism and understanding of her highly paid and highly Christian trained counselor due to her habit of slumping her head onto her desk in moments of exasperation or an inability to connect with the reality of what they are hearing. My advice to her had been to run and then to find good trauma informed, evidence based counseling as her highly paid psychologist is out of her depth and her ability to deal with reality is does not exist. Well there I was watching the same, hearing my brain run over my advice to run, run as fast as you can and find someone who has a real grip on reality.

The ritual was not quite complete as my friends counselor repeatedly offered small cards reminiscent to my friend as the holy pictures that were used to acculturate her mind as a child; I recalled the ritual at the signing of the official card so that component had its moment in the ritual acknowledgment.

What do you think when you meet a man of principles written by someone else? How do you move forward when there appears to be no understanding of important aspects that I have raised. It is important to know how the Royal Commission deals with the fact that the laws that it operates under and the entire system that brings it its authority is a construct of the system that the Royal Commission is investigating.

There was the moment that did bring something personal, a token of opportunity for members of my family whose chances at life have been stymied at every step through the toxic forces in effect throughout their childhood and beyond to be provided with a direct phone number to a person I have built trust in.

As an important conversation in my life I have to say that it brought more disappointment than hope or understanding; the best in other than a personal gain of access to someone with an ability to listen for the first time for my family was to hear that the Royal Commission has 3 more years to run.

I used the word successful at one point and wondering for a moment if we held the same interpretation of that word; for me I was saying that I was sure that my child was in a safe environment, that he would not be subjected to psychological entrapment and mental torture and that my understandings and flaws as a result of my life were not an impediment in his.

Success in my world is about how well I protected his right to be his own person free of blackmail, superstition and the fears and guilt that a life within a cult brings as a result of teaching children that mythology and unfounded claims are facts and truth. Success for me is to know that I have protected that right to self determination for one individual of importance to me rather than to subject him to a life of servitude to a mythological belief system.

For patrick.

My sister Ann on more than one occasion took me across to the convent - she was aware of why I was taken over there (bullying by my brother), she was also aware of why I was sent to Hausers (Murrindindi) for several weeks while mum gave birth - again bullying by Bob at the behest of the nuns. She may be he last person alive that has knowledge about a lot of this - like many in my family they are a silent lot about childhood abuse.

Janette says I am talking bullshit, she says the same thing about Anthony who also disclosed his abuse by a Catholic clergy.

Just received a call from the Commission - am booked for a private session on the 20th.

Priority list of must touch on topics.

Ace of Spades
Bill Morris - my business - my family - date rape drugging
MyFTP
Helen Last & documents
Herbie's death & his legacy for me with the Church
Torture as a child - smoking - Hell trauma bonding to silence - toxic dogma
Toowoomba Mental Health and Toowoomba police - need for protection. While I was held in the Toowoomba Mental health facility a Catholic priest was able to interview me, he had free access to my files and records, he freely discussed my case with the treating psychiactrist. He simply sat at the desk and helped himself to the files and no one questioned it.
Victoria police - taskforce SANO. My email to Victorian police re DS Rod Jouning re: Police urge abuse victims to speak up. Melbourne process
O'Callaghan statutory senility - samrforretired judges etc used by the church for its investigations.
Justice issue - Waller legal and melb process
Tony Kerin
Ann and Robert
Anthony re register and session if he wants one
I began documenting since 2002 - much more since 2009 or therabouts.
Religious dogma and its social effects on the community over many centuries.
Traumatic bonding - The psychological effects of teachings are the core of the abuse. Failure to address this will affect the mental, physicial and sexual saf ety of millions of future children who will go on to affect the global future of humanity. The right for children to be free of torture, slavery, blackmail, coersion, fraud and deception until they reach adulthood must be protected and upheld on into the future.

Enemy of the Church means an enemy of society and community as well as policing, government, health, support and education. We are still vulnerable (Eggshell skull rule).
Emotional memory and having to re-experience events of 62 years ago. List of questions waiting on a response re:
Publishing videos - human rights issue
Bridging finance
Sue Cox
Gabor Mate - how many addicted as a way of coping?
Need to remind the Commission of my Ownership and Copyright of any statements that I make - human right to a copy of my evidence.


Might
We were deceived as children by the supernatural. Will the Royal Commission also be deceived just as we were?



JohnB 18/19 years of age - talking recently with Craig and relayed to him how Tom Dignam and Bill Ellison discussing my abuse, Janette's abuse and the abuse of other children - this was the local police man and the editor of the local newspaper discussing these abuses and more yet nothing was done to protect others. I lost control of my rage - I had only a short way to go to finish my apprenticeship. Herbies death was spoken of as well and yet it was all to be let with the church to deal with so as not to cause a scandal. recalling this comes about as a result of Bob Munro recollecting events during the 1969 fires in Yea, this included a roadside tree - this had been a significant stopping place by the Catholic protected rapist Kevin O'Donnell 10 or so years earlier, my inability to be able to spell (my illiteracy)

Abandonment of Children A child has no defence against deception by its parents, its community or the religion which it finds iteself inviolved with as a matter of chance.

The right of a child to reach their potential simply cannot be abandoned and left to chance or to a decision by someone who themselves were acculturated to accept ownership of their mind without question.

Hijacking the mind and therefore the life of a child is easy; it is even easier when you use gods, authority and threats as a weapon against the child.

Every child is entitled to safety from psychological entrapment and torture.   Children have no concept of who or what an enemy or danger is until it is taught to them.