The inability of a child to thrive in a Constitutionally protected God based perpetual threat and rape culture is not a fault of the child; however it does become their odious responsibility upon reaching adulthood. The Christian religion at it's core is a toxic mechanism whereby intergenerational trauma has been kept alive, active and deeply embedded in each new generation over the past 2,000+ years.
#560 "Allegiance, obedience, or adherence to a foreign power, or is a subject or a citizen entitled to the rights or privileges of a subject or a citizen of a foreign power"
Published: Monday, 30 May 2022 12:01:19 PM
Day two of safety and tobacco free.
Hopefully I have covered too much ground to go back over this again.
Reprocessing and realizing how I have adapted my smoking to be a shield of some sort that I have used to protect myself from the memory of the actual abuse incident. This incident and others.
Being raped in my bedroom Christmas Eve while most family were at midnight mass across the road I was being violently and forcefully raped by a hirsute Catholic priest.
Two dislocated shoulders and the knowledge that if you pull someone's head down hard enough they pass out. Multiple unconsciousness experiences; these are the difficult ones to process as they take you to the very edge of your life existence on each occasion they get to replay or get recalled. I dealt with other unconsciousness events in the convent and in it's wood shed; rolling with it allowed the moments to come and to pass into my history as a part of reality, as part of my real life existence just a few days before turning 4 years old.
Day two - no smoking, no tobacco, no shield in place to protect me from my own reality.
The perception of safety is an odd creature. How do you know if you have found safety when you have never really experienced a moment of that in the past 20 or so years?
Taking a moment to laugh at some of my adversaries such as those who claim I manipulate using coercive control and have my diagnosis of DiD reframed and relabelled as psychosis as that best suits the fantasy that they are presenting.
Addendum Wednesday, 22 June 2022 5:08:27 PM - I may not have this down syntax, word and letter perfect or with absolute precision in every aspect; however time and the evidence will show that I am closer to the truth than any religion has been or will be. Let history be the standard by which that is measured.
The Commissioner informs us that the clergy sexual abuse issue was all over and that it had only been a small statistical glitch around the year 2000. History shows this to have been a display of absolute ignorance on the issue ...
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