Contents of A Life Between the Layers
Viewing Block Three.
Block Three
Returning to particular people and experiences, their later effects on memory, health and identity, and the methods that gradually made those layers possible to examine.
Chapter 21 Germaine
The music nun, the repeated piano lessons of my early childhood, the ritual of getting out silently, and the effect those experiences may have had on my relationship with music for decades.
Chapter 22 Herbie
Herbert Kemp, the safe place he gave me as a child, the protection and future he tried to provide, and the events that ended with his death in 1962.
Chapter 23 Through the Glass
The hospital doors, Bill Allison, the injuries that followed, and the way the meaning of that event changed as later questions were asked.
Chapter 24 What Happened to Herbie's Story
The conflicting memories, accounts and later explanations surrounding Herbert Kemp's final days and death.
Chapter 25 The Adults Around Yea
The adults whose loyalties, conflicts, protection, prejudice and ordinary trust helped shape my life in and around Yea.
Chapter 26 2007
A psychiatric crisis, changing diagnoses, involuntary treatment and the evidence that later raised serious questions about the diagnosis which survived it.
Chapter 27 A Diagnosis That Travelled
How a disputed psychiatric diagnosis travelled through later records and clinical relationships long after the circumstances in which it arose.
Chapter 28 Finding Julian Lim
Dissociative Amnesia, the permission to leave gaps unresolved, external memory and learning to proceed one step at a time.
Chapter 29 When Meditation Opened the Wrong Door
Meditation, body scanning, unexpected traumatic re-experiencing and the later research which helped make sense of an experience once treated as unusual.
Chapter 30 The Tests
Childhood experiences described as tests and exorcisms, the return of memories involving alcohol and water, and learning to preserve what can be known without forcing the gaps closed.
