Monday, 30 August 2021 3:53:10 AM

474 is an inverse of the 747 Jumbo Jet that flies and carries hundreds of people at a time, whereas those on a 474 are on their own individual journey.

It was interesting to hear some of Marky's story; it got me a bit into recalling more about my Mobster contact and his advice and probably hundreds of childhood Catholic clergy rape victims and their fate of becoming a modern slave for the Christian system - there is the female victim counterpart of my and his experience in the rampant misogyny and dominance like we get from political leaders like those we have today. It can be a world filled with mythology and cultural and educational dissociation and exploitation that has many memes running around about it. At the best these are partial truths, however you will hear of them by those who have been used by both male and female clergy and others who have been forced or coerced to deny their own sexuality and identity so that their children can successfully be stolen from them.

Memes such as "Only hurt people hurt people", are partial truths as its counter also does not ring true - why you can't genuinely say as the reality is that only well and healthy recovered people are genuinely safe to be with, simply because of the requirements for recovery and the knowledge of self that comes from such an exploration. No matter age or orientation no-one recovers completely, as complete recovery requires complete safety, completely surrounded by safe people. This is simply not available to many in our current society.

It is an old Roman culture that has evolved its own toxic nature based on threat, intimidation etc., that goes to the reasons why DiD is the most common human response to being abused and in our culture is the most difficult diagnosis to get due due to cultural denial and the inability of victims to find suitable ways to recover within the confines of the community that they get to live in.

The young Don otherwise known locally as "The Hood" had more advice and I did not pay full heed to all of that until today, and so I can better see how that lead to my exploitation in the ways that it did. That his advice was accurate in many ways and was based on the reality of a toxic system it certainly was not the way I wanted to live my life.

Even my words on it are inadequate and inaccurate as that does not include those who were raised in a fully secular way (in our culture that === no religion or indigenous cultures that Christianity is obsessed with wiping out <<< all of that requires abused children as without abused children becoming virtual slaves the entire Christian structure collapses as its primary producers of income are no longer in a state of fear and dread about existential issues that we all face being resolvable only by some impossible magical deity.

Only those who have recovered to some degree can find ways or safe cultures in which it is natural to protect themselves, their children and loved ones. In such a toxic culture as ours is =< the abused refer to themselves as survivors; the rest refer to themselves as victims still today; such is the degree of cultural pressure and the insidious nature of cultural indoctrination on each and every one of us.

Other cultural memes such as "Be strong" is just exactly what is needed to maintain a herd of instantly obedient and compliant psychological slaves. "Be safe" is a plea and a hope that by some quirk of good fortune you might evade being consumed by the rapacious obsessions of the delusional and adversely affected around you.

:You are so brave". This one is quite amazing and is one to be wary of every time you hear it as that individual is speaking about their own inability to surmount those things that you have been able to; others will cringe in fear or project those fears onto you in another toxic untreated display of social dysfunction together with some of the worst possible psychology that we humans could devise.

These memes touch every part of your life and existence covering "Your generosity" == "No greater love ...". Catholic undertakers <= a natural, as who else gets to take you under and is able to legally fleece you and your children of the benefits of your life's work from your own fears of proffered punishments filled with exquisite and eternal pain and punishment due to the concocted indiscretions that rapist and other exploitative clergy are able to wield against vulnerable children of vulnerable, abused, used and exploited parents. These memes lay at the core of our addictions and cognitive afflictions.

Marky's story as told to me by a supportive friend of his is one of exploitation on a grand scale. When I was earing about his life experience I was reminded of how so many survivors from across the planet tell stories of how they were cheated of their rightful inheritance through the calumny of clergy and those they have acculturated into following the heinous example of some of the most compromised people on the face of the planet.

Like so many others who have been used and reviled by dysfunctional adults who have been systematically led into believing that they are on the right course in life. Marky's story is told time and again, about how the hard work of vulnerable people who simply want to belong in safety in the community that they were raised in. Instead they are used as scapegoats to cover the shortfalls of the afflicted. Marky is a better man than many of those I have had the experience of engaging with; he is a a vulnerable human caught in an unwinnable situation where his dedication to his family, partner and friends was used against him. I have no doubt that that he has worked harder and smarter than many, simply because he sought to fulfill his natural obligations to those he helped create and to bring them into a bizarre world that is designed to take from him his life's efforts and his children. His efforts to bring a better life for his family and the world he lives in is obvious in his natural want to harbor those who have also encountered this Christian maintained toxic system. Quick as a flash, even after such abuses and it's ensuing trauma he stands up and steps forward again so that his children and the children of others have a chance to have a better life than the life he was forced to live; that is man who deserves and has my respect and wishes for a speedy recovery. I am also aware that my child has matured and benefited from his time spent with Marky; again I say Thank You to Marky for his generosity, safety and support of my child when I wasn't able. Thank You Marky for being the right and kind person that you are.

I salute Marky, and I offer him my thanks and my gratitude for keeping that part of himself alive and safe where millions of others before have succumbed to the mythology that can only turn them into abusers until they get to take stock of their life and see with sheer horror what they have been seduced into doing. We will not forget Marky as he deserves more respect and support than so many loud, toxic braggarts who demean those real genuine humans in their greed and grasping for their own survival in a world that has been educated to be blind and supportive of crimes against humanity.

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