11 November 2014 10:19:00 AM

My way of raising a few points that I want included in my private session. I am not sure if you have access to my previous emails where I have often expressed myself in similar ways about many issues including criminal actions that have failed to raise a single question despite many offers by me to provide real evidence.

When do I get to that point in this process. I have to be personal and aim my anger at some individual right now - it's a sort of what pisses me off moment. How do I describe that without going into infinite detail. What pisses me off is when I do the hard work of getting my headspace right enough to confront some of the torture I experienced in my childhood and to then have to process and to re-experience the pain of those injuries for days after it. It's shit let me tell you and you attempt to deal with it in any way that is available to us human beings - it's shit when you realise that you have just been overoptimistic or more precisely that you have deluded yourself until you get back on track a little and get your head focused elsewhere again. I can't even get started on writing properly about it.

I have been asking myself a question lately and it goes something like we have heard over and over about breaches of the law and we have watched a legal process unfold in a precise legal way. We have learned a great deal and for that I am grateful; like most survivors - no like all survivors I am a human being and I am driven firstly by my biology. When are we going to see some public discussion from some of the experts in the many fields of science who have hard won evidence consistently pointing to cause and effects of environment of a great deal of the issues and then of course there is the psychological evaluation of practices such as ritualized cannibalism, adoration of human sacrifice and the perpetuation of primitive superstitions and threats against the life of children to take into account as well as the ownership of children in the form of inculcation into a religion without the consent of the child. These aspects are a valid and real part of the experience of a child survivor of sexual abuse, torture and repression by every essential service (Institutions displaying failure when it comes to responses to child sexual abuse) ranging from policing, legal practitioners, doctors, community services and government departments and heads of government and members of parliament - there is nothing like stacking the odds against something. Well nothing unless you are on the wrong side of that simply because you have a moral and biological imperative to protect your children from things that are false.

If we cannot freely give our children the truth then we have nothing of value to give them. To be persecuted for the greater part of ones life simply to fulfill the needs of human parasites is something that we teach our children about as we see it as possibly the most toxic environment and way of life to raise children in even if it is provided such abeyance by those in power for whatever they can gain from it.

Children deserve the right to see the horror that this brings to the life of millions and we will teach our children that we raised these issues openly with the Royal Commission at the time and will will teach them the outcome and if necessary we will teach them how to avoid contact and exposure to these toxic systems simply so that my children and their children will be protected by individuals who are simply fulfilling their obligation to their genetic heritage rather than to the Judeo Christian heritage that we unfortunate currently have.

Once a child experiences a childhood that is filled with fear and terror the child remains bonded to the abuser for life. Their right to be a free individual freely able to choose a religion upon reaching adulthood has been stripped from them as a child; those clutches are never released and it is the responsibility of every individual as well as the responsibility of this Royal Commission to protect that right for ever individual in the country.

How many failures for the law as made under the influence of the Judeo Christian religion for centuries does it take to elevate those failures to beyond the few bad apples theory that we currently work under so that for possibly the first time in thousands of years children are not lied to by their parents simply because to do otherwise is to step beyond the natural drives of human beings.

When are we going to hear of the power and the effects on a child who encountered such a childhood? Surely if the law were progressive and had not been constipated for centuries through abeyance and inclusion of every major decision regarding children of those with a vested interest in maintaining their hold over every individual they can touch. Survivors deserve the truth of the experience; our children have been successfully raised without these fears and bonds and they are better human beings because of that.

... to be continued until my children and their children are assured of the truth in their daily life.

JohnB

John Brown Was this in Queensland? I have met a few like that up here - I have this theory that says that if they have passed through country where Joh had been when he was alive and they are Catholic raised and confused policemen they get to act like that.

Anyone in need of repossessing a car I can give you the name and phone number of a policeman who will help you out for $300. Of course there are more here doing well at property crime and its always nice to know that your home brewing copper asks "who the fuck is going to arrest me?".

It surely would not be one of the sex crime unit after launching a vehicle high into the air and damaging it. Of course it was a mere oversight that of the three officers in the car two went left and one went right (not the driver as the car went right) - nice to see that thug go down after shirt-fronting an innocent persona in a public place.

Why even the cop at the counter while looking at the word "secret" in the Decree Crimen I was pointing was able to say that they don't investigate the Catholic Church. Not him? Perhaps it was another sitting with Commissioner Bob who near chocked to death at the thought of questioning the Catholic practice of raping children.

Still the Commissioner was able to mumble on about how generous they had been through allowing children to give evidence. That was not the only part of Bob's thinking that was off in a cyclone of career choices and blindness to a bus load of naked coppers taking a run around the bus while on a drinking spree in a police bus.

Bob was so distraught at the potential loss of so many good Catholic officers that it was his duty to speak up for so many highly trained police officers. Internal investigations are such a blessing when your god is the favoured god of your investigating fellow police office. That was pointed out by the walloper at St George who told me that that's the way the system works son. I work with this bloke, my kids go to the same Catholic school, we bbq on weekends and brew beer together and I have to investigate him. What do you think your chances are of getting anything about property crime from me. Everyone has a right to make a few extra quid. It was just a shame he left off the part about taking advantage of people whom you are able to bounce and threaten into a state of panic.

Advantageous career options require the ability to fuck as many people over for a few quid while protecting your mates who are onto a good thing is a mandatory requirement here in Queensland after years of input under the guidance of Commissioner Bob.

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