Sunday, 17 February 2019 6:33:34 AM

Nothing interferes with a safe environment/development (the ability/need to adapt)more than being forced to survive in an environment where your life can be terminated instantly if you think the wrong thing for just one moment. That is the insanity and the reality of a "Good Catholic" education.

The essentials for a well developed and safe life are denied to survivors for the duration of their life - we are unable to say to our children 'it's ok'. You will be fine. I can protect you. - thats is all denied to victims still in their final years of life that remains unfulfilled for them

Only those who adapted to a practice of aiding and abetting the crimes of their clergy by whatever means available were destined to rise in the society or community. In order for them to survive they needed to develop their skills of blocking, suppressing and denying the reality across every aspect of society that they could touch.

We live today in a world where hundreds of millions of people are for the first time in their life and in the history of humankind been given an honest look into the global functioning of the largest rape culture on the planet.

We continue to recognise and to trade with this entity who is in denial about the reality of its own existence and it's own action, let alone coming to grips with the reality of the unnecessary trauma and suffering this causes to million upon million of defenceless children.

This has taken place decade after decade; generation after generation and yet we continue to trade and to fund and to protect these institutions who fail the most basic ideals and understandings of human biology. The reality of the damage done on the psychological level in every community is immeasurably dangerous to every living human being.

We must have this conversation if we are to attempt to develop an appropriate response to the sexual abuse of children in Australia.

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I came forward because of the education I received from real people who stood for the rights and safety of children. Some were murdered, some were bullied, some were driven insane, some were raped, some were used while biological and psychological development is attacked from every perspective

The single most important hurdle in this toxic damaged life environment is to reach adulthood without some "helpful" person forcing their generationaly learned mystical truths and creation mythology into another generation of evolving human, simply because we have yet developed sufficiently to deny the insatiable apatite of failed gods, demons and the supernatural and their obsessions, dysfunctional outcomes and predilections for rape and misogyny and cover up on a global scale under the guise of benevolence whilst being funded by the nation and the people whose children your clergy raped. Rape simply because of the belief that they should sacrifice their life for the benefit of the church and its priest a in any way they are directed as it aids the priest on his journey into a fabled next life.

Is their any wonder that some will choose to take their own life as a form of escape from the insanity of such a reality.

There can not be a moment of peace in such an environment unless you are a benefitting participant in the abuses and the cover up. No peace and no safe places for secular survivors to recover can exist without their own large financial resources as they are able to be publicly villified by Catholic priests and bishops as a result of their having a secular perspective.

I want my representative to be able to speak out against the practise the next time a Catholic bishop or priest openly attacks people for their lack of belief. - been trying to grasp that for some time - been focused elsewhere but feel this is important to me. It takes us on another step of the George Pell enemy of the Church practice which also made us an enemy of the state - our own country. A country whose development my family had a front row seat in via William Hambly and Mary Springham of The Carpenter and the Convict fame and others who fought and served this country only to see generations of their children sacrificed to the sexual dysfunction of a rape cultured church, religion, judiciary and government.

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That this can and still is done openly and unquestioned in Australia today is the most damning evidence of the constipated response of the Liberal and Labour responses to the sexual abuse of children.

If I can understand it I can survive it. I need to be able to understand it so that I am able to survive it. The myth of "No Recoveryis Possible" without a return to Jesus still harms and endangers every Catholic child today and that will remain their reality tomorrow..

Which of these institutions will stand for the rights of children and the convention on torture?

The annihilation of natural family and appropriate human development, human attachment, bondage, modern day slavery, human rights, rights of the child.

On to the "biggest mistakes I made in life whilst living in Toowoomba" was to point to examples of my own experience and to provide them with evidence and understanding.

If my understanding of my own life experience is unacceptable to those in positions of power and authority I am denied access to the same route to justice as my peers, yet I have evidence to support my claims and still I am unable to have it looked at rationally.

**a) My letter to Victorian police (Rod Jouning) re policies remains unanswered
b) attempted communication after a community cabinet meeting with Robert Atkinson as QLD Police Commissioner

What can you do that I cannot do unless I am equipped and resourced? You can take my case to the Premiers of both QLD and Victoria and ask them to rectify any impediments that may exist that would impede the state making a suitable settlement as a way of bring this to and end for me so that I may have the short time left in my life to experience the consequences of speaking my truth and of my want to put some light on the evidence of these crimes and failures so that no child should go through life like I and my siblings and my son did, his mother did, my mother and father did, simply because of who my and my family's rapists and abusers were, just like every other Catholic family in my home town of Yea.

I lived it and hoped something would happen - never thought their denial could last so long along with the denial of repeat governments.

Are they still asleep at the wheel?

A million emails since I emailed the prime Minister, Governor General together with every premier and chief minister in the country on this very issue from around 2009. I received very few responses. My intention was to mark the fact that the evidence existed. I see my experience in part as a response to that. September12009 & MyBrokenSociety.

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